Tuesday, August 21, 2007
11:13 PM

well....frankly speaking...im extra-ordinary emo recently...for a lot of reasons.. please do not ask me why or wat happen, cuz i dunno how to tell and also wat to tell. so...i can only keep them to myself, and waiting for them to be buried as time passes by, hopefully.

for right now, the only goal is to pass my promos...nth else, really nthing.....
my heart, it is so pain until i hav no feeling of crying or shouting out.
it's painful,
but i must endure.

therefore to all my friends, please pardon me, and forgive me if i sort of neglect you or not talking to you, i have no mean to do that, after this period of time, i will be fine, really.

i also thank all(you guys) for nt forgetting me, and still being really nice and friendly to me.
hope you guys could feel the feeling of me saying "thank you".

i mean it. :)

so hope,god bless you & me.
lord i pray that you could give me the strength,
shower me with wisdom, and the power of self-discipline.

i do not wish to disappoint anyone but yet im too weak to say that.
im like a tree without its roots,
a flower without its stem,
too fragile to touch,
yet to be protected by nothing.

i couldn't accept,
same for giving out,
i'm nothing....









at all.













i went to gaze the stars just now,
staring at the same sky,
looking at the same stars,
the 2 totally different feelings,
and im heartbroken.

wish i could endure...
and walk through them eventually.

im sick still....
physically,
and
mentally :(

[ this is how it all started* ]